I’m really struggling with anxiety at the moment, due to a specific issue that’s extremely stressful and will be over in a couple of months. I’ve been trying to just get through it and have been doing CBT, but I can’t manage the physical symptoms any more - I have felt physically sick all day every day this week, can’t sleep (even when my twins let me!), heart pounding etc.
Just tried to do the online consultation with my GP practice for anxiety. It took me through an anxiety assessment and because I said that I’d experienced lots of the symptoms nearly every day for the last two weeks (things like not being able to control worries, worrying too much about things etc) it aborted the consultation and said I need to call 111 or go to urgent care.
Am I crazy or is this ridiculous? I am not at risk of harming myself or depressed, can you imagine what 111 would say if I called up and said I had really bad anxiety? Or showed up at urgent care?
Now I’m anxious about having to get through the receptionist gatekeeper tomorrow when you’re not supposed to call, you’re supposed to use the website, and I probably won’t have the nerve to do it.
This seems really counterproductive to me!