I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels like this but I have a constant feeling of dread in my stomach. I know why it's there; my oh may be made redundant, I'm a teacher so nervous about going back, I'm afraid of spending money because I'm unsure what's going to happen in the future. I just feel like life is stuck atm . I have so much to be happy and blessed about and I really do know how lucky I am, I just can't shake this feeling. I'm staying away from the news because it sends me potty but I just wish covid would do one!