That's just it really, I constantly feel like I am an outsider and really struggle with friendships. I have a group if friends that I have known since secondary school but I kind of get the feeling that they don't really like me that much and wouldn't really care if I wasn't in their lives.
This has been a pattern since as long as I remember, I was a very shy and anxious child and would get myself really worked up if I had to go to parties (my mum mentioned this to me) - I am very socially awkward. It's the same with work, I struggle to hold down jobs and always seem to get bullied so I just end up leaving, its effected my whole life really and I don't know what to do about it.
Sorry for the rant but I was just wondering if there was anyone in the same position as me.