I was in a long term serious relationship with my ex fiance we had tried unsuccessfully to have children together, I suffered 3 miscarriages 1 almost resulted in my death. We spilt through all the stress of it and I met someone new not that long after (I know I shouldve waited). Everything started ok between me and the new 1 until his ex and other girls tried to warn me about him stupidly I didnt believe them. the new guy got really jealous when I talked to any1 else and started many fights over me messaging my ex fiance (we still had financial stuff to sort) he went mad over me messaging a guy that I know (yes i had slept with him) about pups his dog was having and I wanted 1, he even went mad at me messaging my cousin 
he called me some pretty vile and horrible things, we did fall out but he would then be sweet and id forgive him. 4 months into the relationship i fell pregnant (I'm now 21 weeks to a baby girl who i cannot wait to meet) this was at the start of lockdown, he was then out of work during this time I wasnt I work for the NHS. I kept him up during this time gave him everything he needed made sure he was fine etc didnt say anything when he decided he was going out all weekend to his friends etc. I went to work and came home we werent living together so i broke lockdown rules and did go walks with him every night. when things were relaxed i did start to stay with him again. I was messaged by a girl who he was messaging and trying to meet while i was pregnant apparently there were others. Once again we fell out and once again I got all the vileness and anything I'd ever told him about myself threw into my face. he apologised once again i was stupid and forgave him I am pregnant with his child and that means something to me. once again he was going out every weekend and staying out all the time at his friends as they were both not working due to lockdown, I went to my friends 1 night for dinner was going to his after but i got abused verbally again, the child wasnt his, i was to get rid of the baby and if i didnt i was to blame someone else. we fell out again after these words and i cried myself to sleep every night for a week due to him, I missed him and we were talking again I seen him a few times over the next couple of weeks left his bed last monday and on Monday night he decided he was getting in a relationship with someone else which broke my heart it still is broken. I messaged his mum telling her I wanted her to be involved in her grandaughters life I sent the message on fb she disliked the message adding even further to the heart ache, its been a week on and i still miss him and love him which i know I shoudnt but I cant help the way i feel. has anyone any suggestions to me?