Having abit of a pity party that I know I need to snap out of and I don't want it to show to DH so I suppose I'm just writing it here to get my feelings out.
DH is being made redundant. It's crap but he is a much more positive person than me so often comes across as if he is handling things better. I'm being to think he is bottling it all up though. Today he snapped at me I could hear it in his voice. He very rarely snaps at me we don't argue much at all. He is normally so laid back.
I think what has thrown him is this morning he got a rejection from a job. The job was less pay than his current job. Their feedback is basically he is overqualified. It's just crap. Yes he would have been taking a step down but he explained in the interview. One we could afford the pay cut and two that he saw this job as an excellent opportunity to work for the company (it is genuinely a company he would love to work for). That he doesn't have any issues in hopefully in afew years down the line working his way back up the ladder. They obviously think he didn't mean this. I can tell he is just exhausted from the job application process and this is the second time he has been told his is overqualified. He has now decided he may have to leave off his qualification/work experience. I just can't believe all his hard work over the years that he is having to hide.
He is suppose to hear from another job tomorrow I just can't stand it all.
Anyway it feels better writing it down at least I can't let it show as I need to look positive for him.