Need to vent. I know this virus has killed so many and left people jobless and everything else so I do feel guilty for feeling the way I do...but...
I'm a single parent with no car.
It's driving me mad seeing everyone on my Facebook going off on days out.
Buying tickets for the zoo, going to country parks, seaside walks.
I've looked at trains to the coast but the timetable is very reduced so there would be a cost of £80 for me and 2dc and it would be 3 trains there and 3 back all with masks on.
Just seen an advert now plastered all over from HM Government telling us to get out there and enjoy the views.
Not everyone can jump in a car!!
Feel like second class citizen at best of times but all this lockdown and thereafter has made the feeling of isolation so much worse!
As I said, I appreciate how lucky I am to be healthy and have my children healthy and have food on the table. I know some people are far worse off but please can I moan just a little bit 😔
I've clearly got a case of green eyed monster but I feel like life has been so hard for me and the dcs for years on end now...and all this virus pandemic has just topped it bloody off!
I deleted Facebook during lockdown think I will have to go back to doing that.
Thanks for reading.