Had divorce 'coaching' session today. Exh being a whiny grabby fucker who resents staying on the mortgage even though he's not paying any of it, or spousal maintenance, or more than the basic CMS recommendation in CM. Making me feel like I'm screwing him out of something even though he cheated and left me with two small children, one with SEN, and 8 years of being a SAHM and no job. I'm just tired of gritting my teeth and not saying anything for the sake of the children. I'm tired and sad and cross and feeling guilty about almost everything to do with my children.
I started my own business. It might even have survived Covid. I have no idea if it will make enough money to take over the mortgage and, if exh has his way, the longer he remains on it, the more it costs me. I feel like I'm being punished when I didn't do anything wrong and I'm feeling very sorry for myself today.
No doubt I will do what I always do and pick myself up tomorrow and soldier on, but today I feel dismal. So keep my misery company and tell me your woes...