I can't take much more. I have an 8 year old, almost 7 year old who is being assessed for asd/adhd and a 4 month old.
The baby is constantly strapped to me in the sling. Won't sleep by himself. Crys if not being held all day. The older 2 just follow me around the house. Won't play by themselves, won't go in the garden.
Every day I'm being super calm, patient mummy who listens to dc talk about Minecraft and other boring Shite I don't care about and is happy and upbeat keeping everyone positive. But I just want a day off before I completely lose my shit.
All my family live 7 hour drive away. I don't really ahve any proper friends and the ones I do have are mostly too scared to leave their houses.
I'm fed up of thinking about everyone else all the time. I want to be selfish. I wish I was back at work. Absolutely hating this maternity leave.