No idea what's happened to me. I used to walk 4-5 miles a days. I did all the school runs. We went out at the weekends.
We've been going for little walks and stuff. Admittedly not every day. For the first month of lockdown we stayed in the garden. This last week or so we've got slightly busier. Purely because we can visit the odd person.
We went on a day out yesterday. A two hour walk around a historical building. Basically just a picnic by a lake and a big walk. It was really nice because I've been feeling really anxious and drained. The relief I felt to be out and ok was great. 2 hours of fresh air finished us off and the kids. The kids were absolutely exhausted. My five year old looked drained. My toddler fell asleep for two hours. I struggled to stay away and by 8.30 last night I felt sick I was that tired. I had to go to bed before the kids and let my partner take over.
Still shattered today. I am starting to worry about this worn out feeling. How the hell do I get ready for September? I have completely lost my energy and my routine. Agghh. Always feel rubbish!