I grew up as one of three by a single mother. She wasn't the best of mums but it wasn't until she died 5 years ago that I wondered if I suffered abuse.
My mum was a liar to say the least she ruined peoples lifes with her lies.
When I was 14 my appendix burst and when I was walking to the car she started shouting at me to walk faster and without moaning. I begged her to take me sooner but she didn't. I remember taking some tablets ( half hearted suicide ) and she refused to take me to hospital despite the fact o could barely keep my eyes open. She stole money from me. Told me my boyfriend only wanted sex. Slapped me for eating the last cake . She controlled me I was never allowed s life. Theres two things that I cant get off my mind tonight. She would meet men online and once when one couldn't find his way she sent my 14 yr old sister to meet him to bring him to the house. She touched me once in between my legs and acted like nothing happened.
I dont know why all this is on my mind tonight