Just feels like everytging is never ending.
My mom and dad are isolating still so I get their shopping every week, prescriptions when they need them
My son has special needs. We are seeing a psychologist (via zoom), his diagnosis should have been given the week before lockdown but was cancelled and we've been given another one for November.
My husband is working full time so it's me with the children. I worry as he works with the public.
My son is exhausting. He doesn't sleep well. He is hyperactive when awake. He doesn't know his own strength. Can't be left alone with his little sister. We have the chance to send him to school but I feel tremendously guilty if I do.
I have a temporary contact in a school til January. I don't know when I will be back properly so can't see them keeping this contract going.
We've cancelled our holiday to a cottage in Britain but I feel should I have waited.
I have anxiety. I cried to my dh today. I could hear my son screeching and shouting. Just the thought of starting the day again.
I know people have it far far worse than me.
But at the moment it just feels all too much.