Now don't get me wrong, I'm a Biology student and I am fully aware of the scientific repercussions of this pandemic. But having Autism and Anxiety does not help. I just want things to go back to exactly what they were (mostly), around me. I already had OCD of a germ specification could share a fork washed my hands several times to the perfect wetness consistency ect but continuity is critical for my mental wellbeing. I struggle with change I haven't allocated in my mind and lockdown is over whelming for myself.