I feel so disconnected

[Gingaaarghpussy]

The lockdown is affecting me, much to my surprise. Nothing has changed for me, routine wise. I stay indoors, go out once a day for supplies and read.
Yet lately, I've realised that I miss people chatting and weird conversations as people wander past my flats windows. It's making me feel disconnected, I've upped my anti depressants, but aside from putting a sign out for people to talk more theres not a lot else I can do.
Is anyone else feeling this way?

YES. God, I was spiraling.

But today it shifted. I felt connected again, somehow. Not sure how, or why.

I think it goes in waves. Its tough being alone at the mo.

Funny you should say that today I had 3 weird convos walk past, so I think someone was listening.

I think my thoughts can be very destructive, negative. It's catching what you're thinking and saying to yourself "no, that's not true /accurate/whatever".

I do pray, though. To a gorgeous and kind god. Help me to get steady.