Hi 16more. I'm sorry I don't have many answers but surprised to see no one's answered you so...
I think it's probably normal to reach a low point in any ongoing situation you don't want to be in but have little choice over?
Pregnancy hormones can't be helping your situation either.
I think maybe try and remember why you are doing all this and that you have your lovely daughter safe and another little one on the way to make your family, even if your DH is being a plank right now. Maybe try talking to him about how you feel?
Possibly trying to plan what you'll be doing when it's all over might help you focus on something else?
It must be quite suffocating and I don't want to in any way belittle your situation, or feel guilty, but I promise you that the opposite is frightening and exhausting, and you are at least able and protected to look after your little ones, and maybe focus on that.
We aren't all in the same boat at all. Some of us already had leaky, overcrowded boats with dying motors and ragged sails that we worked to keep afloat. We never thought they'd take away ALL our work.
We are however all sailing on the same sea.
But there are many in leaking sinking boats while others are on comfortable ones but suffering.
There's so many lies about the 'help everyone's entitled to', and so many people only to happy to refuse to believe the actual reality for so many.
Our situation would not make you feel any better, so little point, but we are drowning here, everything threadbare and breaking, and no longer feel we any part of society. We have become other.
We've been abandoned to survive or not according to luck, fate, and whatever ingenuity I can muster. I'm between furious rage and total despondency, but have time for neither.
Gather your little family around you, try and talk to your DH about what he could do to help change things, and remember it honestly could be so much worse. Good luck and I hope someone with better advice comes along soon.