Hello.
Just wanted to get an opinion from you.
I have a very uncomfortable pain in my stomach- it just comes and goes. Nothing unbearable, just inconvenient and slightly annoying. It started couple of days ago when I realised I really need to do a big shop. I haven't been to the shop properly for about 3 weeks now - only really to get small things like bread and milk but most things have been bought by my neighbour who is an early bird like me, but goes to shop at 6am! I can't go due to being single parent and kids are primary school aged. So she's been soo kind to bring me little bits here and there too. I did big shop before kids broke up to fill freezer, but now we are starting to finish it all and I'm am beyond nervous about it. I never suffer from social anxiety or going out! I still go to work too, but my work is me working on my own. I don't see anyone nor spend time with other people and I find it amazing as having kids and house to run, it's nice to be on my own without anyone asking me anything. That same neighbour has been looking after my kids too - they are both furlough until end of May. And they don't like generally going out anyway- even without lockdown they were homebodies. Anyway. Me making this list of shopping has filled me with such a worry and stress and I don't know why?????
I'm worried about being judged for being out and for buying too much?! I don't know. I keep myself plenty busy and everythingis fine, but as soon as I think about having to go to shopping, my stomach is turning and I get cold feet and feel sick! What is wrong with me?! I use gloves, hand gel, anti bacterial wipes and mask every time I'm out. It's like I've been under a rock for 3 weeks and totally disconnected from the outside
I'm such a wimp! :/