Thanks.
I think I need to clarify a couple of things.
Firstly the police have set up a road block at the end of my road indefinitely to stop people going into town for food/meds. For me this is terrifying. I'm afriad of police. I've a family member who was a victim of a DS assaulting her for decades and then being abused by the officers in that force; Drs and police I do not trust at all. I've tried to go out already today and got nowhere as I'm so scared. The road block is to stop people coming in and accessing the nearby beach, because yes, yesterday that's what people were doing. It's 20c here, hence people going there I guess.
Secondly, my GP can't ring me as their number is with held. My phone won't allow with held numbers to call me so leaving a message is no use.
Thirdly, no one else can get my meds. I must speak to the pharmacist. Assuming I can function enough to do so, with them now wearing masks and aprons its a big trigger for my PTSD and if I'm in that state I cannot cope with anything and just "run" (as much as a person can on sticks! More like walking to everyone else!).
Fourthly, the groups. There is one set up. However, the woman who spits in my face is running it. This has been reported to the police but because she's ill and can't help it nothing can be done. Last summer she was working as a support worker because though she does this to me it wasn't on her DBS as it was caused by her illness. The man who assulted me is also one of their volunteers - so far he hasn't worked out where I live, but that could change, again he is ill so I've been told to put up with it.
In no way am I saying everyone volunteering in these groups has an alterior motive but in the case of this man he is known as a predator of vulnerable women on their own to the police and women's aid to the extent that when i spoke to them they didn't need his address or anything at all. All that happens is he is put in hospital where he assaults another vulnerable woman. The woman who spits at me bullies anyone who tries to stand up for me.
One of these groups, not where I am, has already been closed as it was a scam and people lost a lot of money paying for help.
16 weeks is a long time to be trapped in seeing no one else and people are desperate if they are on their own and others are taking advantage.
My mental health is already badly breaking down anyway, I simply won't be able to stay in for 16 weeks at least without seeing anyone or speaking to anyone but voices. I'm already having landlord issues due to reacting so much to voices.