Hello,
Just that really.
Resisted a drink all week, even though I've never craved a glass of wine so much in my life!
As soon as it turned 6 and that was it. Me and DP got through 2 1/2 bottles of wine over the course of the evening 
We decided to sit in the dining room listening to music, talking shit no doubt and trying desperately to avoid the CV subject, but lost track of wine...I mean time!
So now I'm feeling very sorry/angry at myself. Plus I got about 2 hours sleep, as alcohol always disrupts my sleep and so from about 3am, all I was doing was thinking about all the doom and gloom and the what ifs and the general ARGHHH!! and managed to give myself a panic attack! Great!
Urgh back to camomile tea tonight me thinks 
Anyone else?