Hi, this is my third round of ivf.
My first round I had 3 eggs collected and didn’t get to transfer.
Second I had a top blastocyst and icsi but it didn’t implant non freezing quality.
This time I’ve had 12 collected a little less conpared to my second time round. Also having icsi this cycle . This time also I was put onto menopur with bemfola.
This cycle round I’ve been an emotional wreck, crying in front of the consultants, during injections at home. I have needle phobias and also this time have had panic attacks.
I feel deflated that less have been collected and worried about the quality which we will be told tomorrow. I’m 37 and can’t go through this again as I’m finding it very traumatic. This time I have asked for embryo glue, and lubion as much as I dislike needles I felt the progesterone wasn’t helping me much. I have also asked if we have good quality eggs for two to be put back in as last time we had two top blastocysts (one which was not freezing quality) the other didn’t implant.
Has anyone had a similar experience or give me any advice please feeling a bit sad 😞 everyone else is having their babies, really feeling the pressure from society, fed up that it’s not working and what if it doesn’t again 😞