Feeling sorry for myself

[Mummyoftwo91]

Aibu to be feeling a little sorry for myself right now, sorry if this is a tad self indulgent, since December I've had horrible migraines which have left me with issues with my speech, hearing, eyesight, memory, a general functioning, I've been so unwell with this, to top this off I got an abnormal smear result back, fine, had some biopsies taken all fine, except now I have a nasty infection where they took the biopsies and I am feeling so so awful. I have 2 young dcs, no support from my parents, I feel like I'm getting on Dhs nerves at this point and I feel like he's fed up with me too, I feel so fed up and so alone, just needed to write this out really

Of course yanbu! You've been going through it atm and for a long time. Have you spoke with your gp about the migraines? My dsis is a chronic migraine sufferer and since she's been on sumatriptin her life has totally improved. Good news about your smear results, not good about the infection, are you on ab's? It's especially hard with 2 young dcs, is there anyway they can go to nursery for a couple of mornings (I know it's expensive)? With regards to your dh, it's hard to know without knowing him, maybe he's frustrated that he can't help? Just be really honest with him. Hope you start to feel better soon and rant away!

I know what you mean. I’m a bit “meh” atm. I think it’s the weather (Obvs not your migraines/situation) and the fact it’s been rainy and cold for so long. I think once the seasons change we will all perk up a bit. Sorry you are feeling sad. X

YANBU

School holidays atm, no one too look after them tbf they haven't been too bad actually, I've seen a specialist for the migranes and I'm on medication for them, zolmiltriptan and Topiramate, waiting for the biopsy results still, got some antibiotics today so hopefully they kick in soon, it's so easy to feel like I'm alone and no one cares, I don't Have anyone offering to help, or even checking up on me, even dh seems sick of me, I can't remember the last time he even asked me how I was, thanks for your kind words everyone x

It's overwhelming when you're poorly. Hopefully the ab's will help soon. Sorry your dh isn't being supportive, that's not on. Keep posting here, people do care, even strangers on mn!

I think that often partners have short shrift when the other isn’t well, almost like they can’t be arsed with it. If you feel up to it do something nice today, even if it’s taking the kids to a park with a cafe. The fresh air will tire them out and it’s good to get out and get a change of scenery.