I have been divorced for 9 years now. To be honest my life has been in utter shambles since then. I have to share the custody of my child with an half wit of a man.
I don’t see men the same way anymore. I get very irritated with the smallest of things. Have not been in any other relationships since my divorce . Friends and families have tried persuading me into getting another man but they dont know the brutal effect the previous one had.
i used to be the jovial one. The person every other person loves to talk and relate to. I’m scared the break up has ruined every possibility of me having any affection towards any man. I pray to God everyday to help me through the phase. In as much as I try to wear a smile everytime I’m really hurt inside.
to be honest, I feel like God isn’t with me no more cause of the way I used to find out I had a cheating spouse. I always felt the mistake I made was being totally forthcoming and giving him all my trust. Most of my friends even blamed me and accused me of being too open and trusting but at that time I didn’t see the essence of being in a relationship and doubting every action your spouse takes.I always felt like sorting after the services of Nerdyspy.com to help hack his phone was a bit too much but if I didn’t I would still be in a relationship with a cheat and a liar. Some moments after carrying in with that act was when I realized I almost already fell out of love for him cause I’ll never do that normally. I’ll sincerely make the same decision if I had to again cause I believe if he’s capable of cheating she could take my life too. Nowadays, I
advice people to take the relationship slowly and for their own sake not be totally open and trusting cause you can see where that landed me.