I'm not really bothered about birthdays and don't normally do much. I used to go out for a drink or dinner but haven't for a while and I don't feel like I need to.
This birthday I've been on my own and I'm so sad. I think maybe I am bothered about my birthday after all. Just feel a bit fed up.
One of my new years resolutions was to make some friends and I've joined a running group. So I'm trying to be proactive. I work full time so don't meet parents at school and I share custody so don't have lots of free time. I do have friends but I've moved around and don't have anyone nearby.
I just can't believe how fed up I feel.