I'm 21 years old and have a 13 month old baby girl and have recently found out I'm pregnant again. Neither of my pregnancies have been planned and have both happened while being on the pill consistently. My frist pregnancy was tough, my family found it hard to accept aswell as pregnancy itself. Now that my daughter is here life couldn't be any better but i fear if i continue this pregnancy I'll have to go through that same suffering and hurt all over again. Emotionally it took its toll on me and i considered taking my own life which is again why im scared to continue this pregnancy.
But a part of me wants to keep it, I've always wanted 2 kids, ive wanted a friend for my daughter, i love babies, my partner is a fantastic parent and i know the baby would be so so loved.
But my partner wants me to have an abortion because the timing isnt right and we arent stable financially as we just got our first home. He is very supportive but has made it clear he does not want this child.
Please any advice at all is helpful because where i come from the topic of abortion is very very taboo so i feel very alone. Thank you.x