I have about 45% time with ds aged 9, exh has 65% as he lives a lot closer to ds school.
I feel sad when I think of the amount of time that I have missed, that if I could have made it work with his dad, he'd be with me all the time. I just miss him so much when he's gone. 6 years and it's no easier.
Ds is happy, a brilliant little boy. He doesn't remember his life any other way.
Aibu to feel bitter about how much I miss?