Firstly I know I'm too young to have wasted my full life, but I'm worried Ive set myself on the path where that's pretty much decided.
A couple of months ago I thought I'd really landed on my feet. I have a great family, a fiancé that I love, a gorgeous son. An exciting wedding abroad booked with all my friends and family. I'm just having a bit of a wobble. I'm suffering from insomnia and have been for a month now, along with a 6 month old it's all quite hard right now.
I guess I'm just worried l've grown up too quickly. I've been on lots of holidays, but I've never gone travelling. I have an ok job, but it's nothing fancy, I didn't go to uni or do anything academic after college. I had maybe, 3 or 4 years of clubbing and whatnot, but nothing particularly exciting. I still have the odd night out with friends, but my life on the daily now is and will be looking after my little boy, my part time admin job and joint house admin with my fiancé. Is that a waste? Am I going to look back in 10 years and wish that I'd experienced more in my 20s.
I can't change it. I don't want to as I love my son. I guess I just fear that I maybe did make a slight mistake.