Fucked off with everyone.

[Bluewavescrashing]

DH and I have fallen out this evening. Nothing major, probably just spending too much time together and with extended family. I thought we were keeping it simple this year with hosting and travelling but he's really narky. Yelled at me saying I tell him what to do all the time. Also had a go at me this morning after he offered to get DS scooter out of the garage and I said yes please. So over nothing.

Not sure what the point of this thread is really. I feel like I want to run away but not sure where to, who with or what I'd do. I'm exhausted. Want to be alone.

I left my uneaten dinner at the table and have gone to bed. CBA with it at the moment and equally don't want an argument.

Bleurgh to everything.

Oh dear. Been there, done that. Wore and washed the t-shirt.

Do you need something to eat and drink? If so, swallow some pride, sweep through with whatever dignity you can muster, get it, and stalk back to bed.

If not, then turn the light off, snuggy down, and have a bloody good cry, and then get thyself to sleep.

It can all get a bit much.. especially at this time of year.

Where does he get off talking to you like that though? Spent too much time together or not. Now he's chased you to bed without you tea and gets the telly to himself. Get yourself down there and eat your meal. Tell him to bugger off out until he's over himself.

I don't fancy eating it tbh.

I feel like I don't belong anywhere. And don't want to be here in the house.

Thank you for replying.

Oh god I feel this one. Maybe have a bath? Lock the door with a book/tv wine/fave soft drink choc and cheese and biscuits. And your dinner. And grapes. And loads of crisps. Don't come out for hours. Heaven.

You know what I’ve learned?

Act like you don’t give a fuck. Fake it till you make it. Do what WillShe said upthread, even if you don’t feel like it at first. Your heart will soon catch up.

Don’t be a victim. Fuck that.

Well I'm pleased I didn't start an argument. I just left the room.

Haven't had any time to myself the last week or so and I usually have my own bedroom (luckily we have a spare room which DH has but guests were in there). So it's nice to have my own space back.

I've had a good cry and taken painkillers for my throbbing head. Tomorrow is another day. Planning to take the DCs swimming which we all enjoy. DH is working.

Everything feels better after a good cry...

I’m going out to the shops for a break. As in Sainsbury’s, not fancy shops! Should be quiet at this time. I’m tired but sometimes you need a break, and sainsburys sells cake...!

Onwards & upwards blue, have a good nights sleep. Tomorrow is another day 💐

Thank you. Nigh night 😴

Update--I had a great night's sleep but have woken up with a nasty cold. Never mind.

DH came in this morning, apologised and made me a coffee.