I was at university 20 years ago. Group of 4 us were really close. 14 years ago I fell out with one of them. For a long time instated friends with the other two but the three of them plus 2 others started having weekends away and other catch-up that I wasnt invited to.
Over the years I just accepted that because of the falling out one of us would have to be dropped from the group meet ups and that it was me.
Earlier this year the one I fell out with I got in touch with and we met up and had a great chat. I thought things were back on track but she then blanked me at a wedding and whatever she said to one of the others meant that one is now clearly dropping me.
Jist saw a post on FB from the one who has recently dropped me saying she is catching up with uni pals and having a great time with a check in at a bar.
Everytime I think I've dealt with it and accepted they've moved on I see something like that and it feels like a kick to the stomach again.
Just needed to vent and then I can move on again. Feels shit though.