Posting here for better chance of a reply
I suspected I was pregnant after having all the symptoms I had with my other children. The thought scared me because I didn’t think I’d have anymore children and for the last few days I admit I have prayed and hoped I’m not pregnant to avoid complicating our lives (big age gaps/my age/money/small house and car)
Today I took a test and it was negative. I’m gutted. Knowing I’ll never get to be pregnant or give birth again has hit me hard. I thought I was over that after my youngest was born but it’s all come back to me and made me realise maybe I wanted to be pregnant after all. I really expected a positive and mentally prepared myself for it, waking up feeling quite excited.
How do I move on from this and properly put the baby days behind me? I’m generally a broody person and I love baby’s anyway. How did you ladies accept no more children if you wanted more? Any advice would be great, feeling a bit low.