I’m not sure if I’m going crazy! I have lost all trust in my husband I caught him messaging about 20 different women in March including a girl at his work nearly 20 yrs younger than him I caused so much problems the we sorted thing for the sake of our kids we have 3. I have been with him nearly 19 yrs the I caught him messaging girls again a few months later as well as live porn chats ect and talking about meeting them and having them over as I work nights! Although I know he hasn’t actually had anyone over as my kids would have told me. He stopped again however I am rubbish for looking at my phone so my sister keeps messaging him to ask to borrow things (she lives down the road) and she is nearly 20 yrs younger. She has a troubled life and keeps talking to him about it and he won’t tell me or show me what she says. I feel she is a spoilt brat and most problems she causes herself and just takes what she can get from everyone. Now I keep having dreams about them flirting and she will even come to my house in her dressing gown. I don’t know if it’s because events that’s happened or am I on to something. Plus he has cheated in the past and poss has a daughter with another woman from when we first got together. I’m tiered of feeling worthless but I do love him. I am not sure how to react!