Hi
First time posting here. It took me a lot of time to think about posting here. I had my dream job and I lost it recently. I work for retail company and whilst they have company policy you sign up when joining them, I treated them like T&C and scrolled through. I did not see that it was against company policy to sell their product online. I only sold 5 items for measly value only to clear them from the house as charity wouldn't take it. They have now found out and fired me.
I lost my dream job, friends I made at work as I'm embarrassed to tell them what happened.
My husband hasn't been supportive trying to point out I was the reason for the situation and I need to make myself useful by finishing decorating the house, cooking or learning new skill etc but all I feel is being depressed that I've done this to myself and feel like running away. I have no one to talk to as I'm so ashamed this has happened. I've tried applying for jobs but not getting much interviews either. Just feel like the universe is against me and I can't feel good about myself.
I know this is all my own fault but just can't find the motivation to do anything anymore. I'm hoping you lovely lot will help me guide through this.
Thanks in advance