These are great @Meshy23. You should be a life coach!
are you depressed rather than unhappy? If so do speak to a professional
It's just a feeling of ennui. Persistent ennui. I am still in therapy.
are you bored rather than unhappy?
I am definitely bored in my (very comfortable, very well-paid) job. I've condensed my hours in to four days.
are you lonely? If so, in what way?
Yes. I am often very, very lonely in that kind of way you feel lonely in a crowd? I miss the love I had for my dog. I try to fill the hole with volunteering and socialising and keeping busy. And eating. And sleepin
are you tired (and lacking mojo) rather than unhappy? Wanting to sit in and eat indicates you are
Yes, in a kind of listless way. Although I also feel drained by suddenly being menopausal and fat.
do you think you are having a so called mid life crisis?
I wish. At least then I'd be doing something.
if so, what did you imagine your life would be like now- and how is it worse/different? You can change it
I guess I was always driven by getting to the top of my career. Now I've been here for a bit.
where do you see yourself next year, in 5 years, in 10?
I can't see anything.
on your death bed what would be your biggest regret (of things you didn’t do)?
Wow. I need to think about that.