My DS has been ill in hospital, now hope but really unhappy a lot of the time. Being told by my DM I shouldn’t complain about how hard things are at the moment because it’s not me that’s ill. I’m scared DS will get ill again and I’ll lose him. I feel guilty because I’m being impatient because I’m tired and feel shit too. I’m angry with my DM for making me feel shit. I feel like she’s right, I feel like such a bad Mummy and just needed to talk to someone.