I have a Facebook friend who I went to school with. She has two very young daughters, one with very serious health concerns who recently had heart surgery. It's always been off and on with the dad but about nine months ago they reunited and she got pregnant, they split up soon after. She knew all the way through that this child will also have heart problems and be in hospital a lot. Her third is due to be born any minute now and she's really excited. I think she's incredible as I don't think I could be really really excited in her position. My horribly negative thought is how can anyone be really really excited about having to do something on your own which will be so hard? Babies are lovely but I think I'd be terrified. Am I really bad for thinking this?