Morning - I HATE being awake at this time of day.
Suppose I'm looking for a bit of a hand hold/company at this witching hour. Been having nighttime palpitations (single ectopics every few minutes or so) for a week or so now (rarely come in the day) which are waking me up around 3-4 and preventing me from getting back to sleep. So have been running on fumes for a while. I've had them in some shape or form on and off for years (thoroughly investigated and no concerns) but taking a magnesium supplement made them all but disappear ... until now.
Just started a degree as a mature student which in itself has made me a bit anxious (fear of failure etc.) and just prior to that started having some speech issues (forgetting/ stumbling over words, lots of spoonerisms etc.) which set my anxiety level at high and then the addition of palpitations has put it into warp speed. To put my health worries into perspective a bit, I did nearly die of a huge post surgery pulmonary embolism about 18 months ago (which started with palpitations), and I am just about to start 3 years of 3 day/week placements at the same hospital I was in as part of my degree.
Anyway, I eventually went to A&E a few days ago when they were just not stopping one evening and checked out fine (ECG, bloods, X-ray all good). I HATE going there as feel like such a hypochondriac (I was back there a few times after being discharged post PE - was also diagnosed with PTSD which I was treated for with EMDR, which was brilliant) - but they were incredibly kind and told me that I had a free pass for life to go see them, even just for reassurance, after what happened last year. I'm so incredibly grateful for them and can't fault the care they've given me since it happened.
Went to the GP today as I am just a bit of a wreck - the palpitations plus the lack of sleep has me teetering on the edge. She's changed my beta blocker dose (taken for migraines for years but can also potentially help with the palpitations) and also told me that my ferritin stores were very low based on a blood test they did a couple of months ago but didn't bloody tell me at the time so god knows what my levels are now (!), which possibly explains my symptoms, so started back on iron supplements (was very anaemic last year as lost so much blood every month due to being on blood thinners - not on them now) . But to be honest, it doesn't help at this time of night whilst I'm lying here in the dark feeling my heart skip beats.
Sorry, this is a bit of a tedious thread - it helps writing it all down though.