I guess I just want to vent a little and see what others would do in my position.
So first off I know I'm very lucky not to be on the breadline, we manage very well on our smallish income and will not ever starve or worry about the roof above our head. We moved county when DC was 1 so I never returned to my proper job after maternity. I now have a stop gap job if you like to keep me sane, and because I like earning my own money. Its minimum wage - crappy hours over the weekend and Mondays and Fridays office based - 4 hours in the city a train ride away.
My employer will not give me a contract (so we can claim 30 hours free nursery) so my DC attends nursery Mondays and Fridays while I'm at work in the city. We pay the top up as we get 12 hours nursery government funded.
I've just been paid £500 for last month - about 60 hours work. Nursery costs were £165. I'm just about to leave for work and I'm wondering if it's worth all the hassle. Should I sack in the office role as it's not making me any money - or do I try and use this job as leverage to get a better one? WWYD?!
Train is £12 a week as well.
I have to go but I'll reply later. I honestly hope to get my arse handed to me for not being in deficit after childcare. I guess I just value my time at more than £8.20 an hour