I woke up angry and tearful and I can't seem to shake it off. I don't know if it's related to my period cycle or something. I think I'm due on soon and I have noticed it's becoming a bit of a pattern? Has anyone else had this and found something that's worked for them?
The only other thing I can think is that I had an abortion a couple of years ago and found it really hard afterwards and regretted it for a long time. Having already woke up feeling down, I realised today would've been the due date I.e. near it's second birthday, and I don't know if I've been subconsciously aware or something. It's my niece's first birthday party on Saturday and my other sister announced she's pregnant this week so I'm surrounded by it at the moment.
I really don't know what's wrong with me but I feel so, so miserable and lonely for no reason.