Im parked up in a layby, just to get out the house.
Im really struggling. I have 2 dc l. Dd 9 and ds 7. Ds has suspected asd. Has been refered for asessment.
Each day is a battle with him atm. He wont get dressed without argument. Won't leave the house without a huge fuss.
I explain everything in detail, where we are going, when, whos going etc just to get him to agree to go anywhere.
When we are out he'll often meltdown and scream and hit me.
Today is a bad day, literally just needed to run an errand, he screams in the street, hits me, he doesnt want to go into the post office. People are staring. Im broken. Hes broken. Tears prick my eyes then roll down my cheeks. I feel sick, angry and overwhelming tiredness. Get back to the car and hes calming down. Hes safe. Im tired