Toxic

[Stressedmama4]

How do u know if you are been in a toxic relationship? Not sure if I am or is it all in my head?
I suffer from aniexity and depression but I hate the way he speaks to me. He thinks bout himself and his family first then the kids then me.
Everything is turned around to be my fault. Like even the way he parked his car in the drive because I had mine parked first.
There is a long list of items he comments on a lot is about my weight. And how I don't do anything to look after my self. But when I try to go out or do things I get "do you not want to spend time with me" .
Another example is after a long ass week the kids where ass**Les and fought contuinusly today. I was at my theathers end. But once daddy walked in from work they all start behaving and playing together.. 😭😭 I said to him that they are only doing it because he's home and he replied it's all in my head.
Is this toxic is it abusive or is it pure normal...

If you arent sure there are a couple of things you can do. You can take the Freedom Program, you can do it online. see if any of it rings true for you.
Have a look at this image;
freedomprogramme.co.uk/graphic.php

Read ''Why Does He Do That'' by Lundy Bancroft';
tinyurl.com/LundyWhy

Yes this is a toxic relationship - it is not in your head.
I was being treated for OCD- but turned out there was nothing wrong me, it was my brains way of coping with the toxic and stressful relationship I was in for 15 years!!
Go with your gut feeling, and don't ever question it.