My life is pretty ok at the moment. Not wildly exciting, and a few ups and downs, but it's generally ok. We and DH are in work, us and the kids are in good health and the bills are paid every month. I just can't seem to get excited about anything.
I have a hobby where I take part in a pretty big event twice a year. It was 2 weeks ago. I really enjoy it, but this time I just didn't feel excited about it. Next week we are going on a holiday we have saved two years for, to a place I've wanted to go to for 20 years. It's a massive deal for us. DH and the kids are so excited, but I just feel ... nothing. Planning and getting ready for it, but not excited.
Tomorrow afternoon I am going to an exhibition that I bought a ticket for 3 months ago. I was thrilled the day I got the ticket, really excited. Tonight I feel nothing.
I don't feel sad, depressed or unwell. I just can't be arsed. I am on HRT and feel physically fine. What the bloody hell is wrong with me?