DD1 -ASD, compulsive eating, refusal to wash, refusal to empty her bowels,social anxiety, puberty in full swing, meltdowns pretty much everyday with few obvious triggers except her brother's behaviour
DS -Aspergers, aggression, currently transitioning to.secondary, removed from all his friends (who are together), currently having a major meltdown involving wrecking his room because I have a bout of diarrhoea and won't let his friend round our house, screaming how much he hates me and hitting himself.
DD2 - sad as she's having friendship.problems at school and is just sad and angry all the time.
DH - very obvious he has ASD but not diagnosed, getting fed up.with work. Therefore i am a referee. I am not a Mum, i am not a wife i am a bouncer, a guard.
I have chronic pain.
Today I think I am literally on the verge of breaking.
My sister has berated me for my parenting as has my Mum. 2 separate issues too.
Neither have children with SEN.
There are lots of other things that are tiny but have been building up and I'm just on the brink today. One more thing and I think I won't be able to think anymore.