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Treadmill of life

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Lana1z · 24/06/2019 20:08

Does anyone else just feel they are on a treadmill of life and going through the motions? Get up, go work, get home, either work or do jobs/chores, wake up, same over. I feel exhausted Monday-Friday and pretty miserable most of the time if I’m honest with myself. I put on a pretence to those around me. I have quite a challenging job which definitely adds to the mix. Just wondered if others felt this way? Need to change something in my life just not sure what/how.

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cissyandbessy · 24/06/2019 21:35

Yeah have definitely felt that recently. Think it's partly to do with my age - coming up to 50 - and also that my job eats up most of my energy. Lots of other 'life' things get put off over and over. Have recently got a coach and am trying to work through some of these feelings. Either need a new job or to give the rest of my life a jump start. Don't have any answers I'm afraid - but definitely recognise the feeling - think it's pretty common tbh.

Greenolivesorblackolives · 24/06/2019 21:40

Yes! Slightly different for me now, I’m part time since having dd. But I’m so fed up of how monotonous my life is. Same shit different day.

MrsJonesAndMe · 24/06/2019 21:57

Yes, same here Sad

Soola · 24/06/2019 22:01

I’ve never felt that way as I’ve loads of twists and turns along the way.

But I have let life happen to me. I’ve never set it to so this or that.

I know a lot of people who have suddenly turned their life upside down and changed their job/career or way of life and I don’t know anyone who has regretted it.

skorpion · 24/06/2019 22:10

I've been feeling the same for quite a while now... just glum and trapped.
I know I have lots of things I'd like to read, learn, see, but have no time to. No time to think what it is I could change. No money to be able to afford drastic steps re jobs, etc.
I'm feeling like I haven't quite found my place in the world yet and life is just going so, so fast. Too fast to be able to think what I want from it.
It's affecting me quite badly sometimes. I think this is coinciding with peri-menopause making my anxiety levels shoot up.

Lana1z · 24/06/2019 22:42

This is reassuring. I think glum, trapped and monotonous are good words for how things feel. On paper I’m so fortunate but the daily grind gets me. I start each day trying to think ‘who gives a ’ ‘none of it really matters’ in the hope that that helps me manage the pressures/anxiety associated with work but this possibly makes it worse as everything seems pointless. Was wondering if anyone could recommend any reading that might help?

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skorpion · 25/06/2019 07:57

Can't recommend anything yet. I have an appointment with a mental health nurse next week, will ask them then.

Prokupatuscrakedatus · 25/06/2019 08:41

There is this curse - I think originating in China, but I am not sure -
"May you lead an interesting life!"

Perhaps a change of perspective might come in useful?
(And a thorough check up at the GP.)

EmmaStone · 25/06/2019 09:14

I think it can sometimes feel as though life is controlling you, rather than you controlling your life - I definitely feel better when I have a healthy mix of "me" stuff as well as the usual obligations. But I am pretty busy, and that can all get a bit overwhelming at times.

Things that help me:

Regular exercise. I go to a yoga class once a week (at least), plus see a PT fortnightly, and a circuits class weekly. I also try and get out for a walk most days , either before work, or during my lunch break, and it makes an enormous difference (with the rainy weather we've been having the last few weeks, I've not been able to walk as much and it's been a bit miserable without it).

Volunteer work - it used to be PTA stuff, but I now help in organising a 10k run every year. It doesn't take up that much time most of the year, but when it all comes together on the day, it's an amazing feeling being part of something so positive.

A job I love - this is a biggy. One spends far too long at a job to not enjoy the majority of it (of course it's not all fun and laughter all day every day). I love my job, and especially the people I work with, they're kind, fun, interesting, creative. I look forward to seeing them when I come in every day.

Friendships - make sure you check in with friends regularly, whether it be a quick coffee, a walk (I love this as it combines some exercise with catching up - great as well if one of you has a dog - another chore ticked off the list!), or a night in/out.

Having written all this down, I feel slightly exhausted with my Pollyanna-ish attitude, but it really does help. Unfortunately, I think life is such a fine balance, and if just one thing isn't going as well, it can tip everything else over. Take care of you.

GreasedPiglet · 25/06/2019 20:48

I feel like this at the moment. It's a bit rubbish.

Alwaysgrey · 25/06/2019 20:52

I feel so much like this. I’m nearly 40 and have two disabled children so can’t work. My life is like ground hog day and I’m very unsure how I go about making a change.

DarkDarkNight · 25/06/2019 21:02

Yes, it’s like Groundhog Week rather than Day. I have no life outside of work and School pickups/drop off and activities.

I have no social life and little money, it just all feels like a slog.

Lana1z · 25/06/2019 22:34

Thank you emmastone for such a helpful post, I do appreciate it

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tigerbear · 25/06/2019 22:40

Yup, I actually came onto MN right now try to distract myself from the chaos in my head right now and the feeling that life is just one massive set of hurdles to overcome.
Could have written your post OP.
I’m also feeling trapped and all consumed by work. My head just feels so full all the time, and I’m exhausted by it. Trying to stay positive and put on a brave face each day is knackering.
Hugs to everyone else who is experiencing these kinds of feelings too.

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