Please go easy on me as I'm having a difficult time.
I've been taking propranolol since January and it does help but I'm still feeling terrible. I've been through a few periods of anxiety or depression in the past and it usually lasts a few months and then resolves. But this has been going on for six months. In the past I've taken St John's Wort which has worked every time, so I tried again this time but I've become allergic to it so I had to stop. I don't want to take antidepressants as I've tried them in the past and they are awful. Also I keep feeling really hungry so I've put on weight, not comfort eating but genuine hunger. I'm so hungry all the time.
My GP didn't know much about St John's Wort, she's also a new GP who doesn't know me as my old one left. The other day I went to see the nurse and she just wasn't interested, she just sat there with her arms folded and seemed annoyed with me for not wanting to take antidepressants, she just wanted me to do things "properly". She refused to talk about alternative to St John's Wort. I've tried CBT in the past and found it useless. I do go to private counselling but it isn't a magic wand.
I feel quite let down because I know there are people on here who say things like their GP advised them to take magnesium, which I do anyway after reading about it on here. But I've been offered no such discussions, all they want to do is give you antidepressants and send you on your way.
Is there anyone else I could go and see about this? Some kind of consultation for nutritional help or who knows about alternative to St John's Wort? I know a nutritionist is a controversial thing but maybe there's someone else? Someone who knows what they're doing.
Btw I am well aware that I need to deal with the source of the anxiety but that will take a long time. I need other help in the meantime.