I applied for a new job closer to home. I was interviewed by a supervisor and she basically lied to me about the hours. I handed my notice in at my old job thinking I was doing certain hours and that they would fit around my childcare arrangements. Once I started I realised I'd been mislead. My hours are all over the place and I'm not allowed to leave when I'm supposed to. I'm really struggling with childcare. They change my shifts at the last minute and I never know whether I'm coming or going.
The supervisor was really nice to me at first and this past week she's totally changed and is just awful. She's the same with everyone else and makes everyone feel like shit. Loves to shout at staff in front of customers and make us feel intimidated. She's a bully.
I made a mistake on the tills and she bollocked me in front of a queue full of customers. I was mortified. I then got singled out in a staff meeting over it and bollocked again in front of all my colleagues. I felt so embarrassed.
I'm desperate to get out and I've applied for loads of jobs. My anxiety/depression is spiralling because of it and I'm struggling just to get out of bed every day. I can't stop worrying about it and can't enjoy my life outside of work.
I'm not putting a complaint in as I'm not good with confrontation and I don't want to make things worse. I just want to get my head down until I can leave.
Does anyone have any advice in how to cope whilst I (hopefully) find a new job?