I have letters and diaries from my childhood.
Honestly I hardly ever look at them (only when I’m having a de-clutter) and when I do look at them I get some pleasure from them but I get an equal amount of discomfort. Stuff happened in my childhood that makes me feel uncomfortable to remember and I mostly avoid thinking about it. Yet I also feel sentimental for those times and don’t want to sever my connection to my past. There were a lot of good times too.
I think I want to throw it all away so I never have to think about it all again. And to get rid of some clutter!
Do you still have stuff like that from the past and how does it make you feel?