Okay so I know this isn't a one answer question, but I am wondering how long I will spend my time overthinking everything, reading too much into what he says.
We broke up 3 weeks ago after being together 8 years, I am feeling okay atm. Still get a little weepy at times, mostly when the dc asks me awkward questions.
I am trying to focus on myself and my own happiness right now. I am trying to figure out what makes me happy. What hobbies do I want? What I want to do with my life? Not in a rush to figure any of these things out, but am trying to keep myself focused on my future, and positive that regardless of what happens I will be fine.
However, during all of this I am still reading too much into everything he says or does. It's like I'm waiting for him to figure out that he wants me, I blame bloody romantic movies and books.
I am trying to accept that it is over, and I am trying to move on. Have been sorting/rearranging the house the way I want it.
So I suppose what I want to know, that I won't feel like this forever. That at some point in the hopefully not too distant future I will be fine. I won't read anymore into his texts/our talks than what is said. Or am I doomed to be like this forever??