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To be having a bit of a melt down

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Littleteacup1 · 04/06/2019 23:19

Just left my job last week due to lots of reasons I struggled with it had been ill with endometriosis and the job was making everything worse. Before the job I worked for family and waited out a year in the new job to get some experience. Since leaving my 10 month period has stopped yay and I began to relax. Since then I’ve just stressed I’ve applied for a job and didn’t get it one that I really wanted but didn’t get last time due to no experience which I now have. Money is starting to become an issue I’ve got a holiday on Saturday family have paid so just need 200 spending money but after that I will have about 500 left until I find a new job. I wasn’t going to leave my job until I had one lined up but circumstances changed. My periods now started to come back I’m in the bath crying in pain I’m so emotional about everything I’ve had to spend 23 pounds on tablets to stop my period for the holiday as I’m so heavy I can’t wear tampons or swim while I’m on and don’t fancy not being able to swim in 30 degree heat I know I will be fine and I have a house a partner who can pay the bills and earns really well but I’m getting so panicky. I’ve had no motivation to do anything while at home every day I’ve tried to get out and see people and parter paid for me to get my nails done for the holiday which was lovely. I feel so ungrateful getting stressed when I realise how lucky I am plus’s I’m due other surgery in 6 months as my endo has all grown back a year later and I’m on daily pain meds. I’m sorry this is so jambled I’ve got a migraine and no meds for that as pharmacy can’t source them at the moment and this pain from my endo is making me cry I’m such a mess

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sackrifice · 04/06/2019 23:30

I don't really know what to say apart from 'that's fucking shit'.

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AtrociousCircumstance · 04/06/2019 23:32

Fuck that’s rough, sorry OP - not fair on you. Hope there’s improvement again soon. Hang in there. This too shall pass, remember that.

What colour are your nails?

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sackrifice · 05/06/2019 08:28

Hope you are feeling ok this morning.

Does a coffee help? It got me through some bad times when I was in a bad way, just that first hit of caffeine to the brain perked me up no end.

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ssd · 05/06/2019 08:31

I'm really sorry

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Littleteacup1 · 05/06/2019 16:16

Thanks everyone had a good day boyfriends friend met up with me for Burger King and I purchased a new top for the holiday with a voucher I got as a leaving present now at home eating raspberry ice cream with the gum ball at the bottom at watching real housewives

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