I really could do with some advice I’m so confused on what to do. I’m 40 years old and have just discovered I’m pregnant with baby no 4. It’s a complete shock as on the pill and taken it religiously. My last birth was traumatic, me and baby nearly died, contracted sepsis and was then unable to urinate for 3 months had to have a catheter and self catheterise. My baby may have cerebral palsy due to the horrendous birth and I have been diagnosed with post natal depression. My husband is 1000% sure he doesn’t want this child and I do agree as I am so scared of giving birth and going through this all again but I’ve never even concerned a termination before and feel awful for thinking about it. I have been in contact with Marie Stopes clinic. Any advice on anyone who has gone through a termination would be great as I am really struggling