Ill try to make this brief. So Fri eve 7pm dp was trying it on, giving a bit of dirty talk etc but I said stop 1) toddler Ds was in the room 2) I needed a bath before anything as I felt yuky. It was nice but totally the wrong moment.
He went out with his friend, all good, he text "have a bath!!" I replied "I can't Ds is awake every 10 mins!" Anyway he came home all good until he started being pushy. Yes we kissed, yes things got a little heated, but he kept trying to touch me down there which I wasn't comfortable with. I told him repeatedly no, I haven't had a bath, he said he didn't care. I bloody did! He kept trying and trying until it took that I was visibly upset for him to stop.
Since then, there hasn't been much remorse but he admitted he shouldve stopped immediately.
In my mind he should have respected me the first time.
I did feel frightened after, almost violated. It ended up that I had to physically push him away as he wouldn't accept no.
Is this abuse or something as I feel so on edge and horrified and almost like I want to goto the police. It scared me.