Dwelling on an interview that I had earlier this week and wondering if it's ruined my chances of ever being employed there or if they might consider my application the next time they're hiring. The job would've been life-changing for me, which I think is why I completely fell apart. It meant so much to me and I'd prepared so much that it became some massive thing in my mind. I didn't do anything inappropriate just came across as completely incompetent and like I'd dropped in from another planet with absolutely no idea what a job interview is.