Stress and anxiety

[Carlton123]

I’ve got 2 boys one who is nearly 4 and a 4momth old, I love them so much and really proud and lucky to be there mum, I’m currently on maternity leave and I’ve been really struggling to with my emotions I feel stressed lonely and anxious all the time, and have a partner but he’s at work all day plus even when he is home I deal with everything in the house bills shopping etc and he always moans at me if I’ve forgotten something or I’m behind on the washing, I’m lonely but I have to have a fight with myself just to leave the house and I’ve always got horrible feeling in my belly that something bad is going to happen, I feel so bad for my children as we are just stuck indoors, when I do push myself to go out I get stressed and need to come home, i don’t know who to talk to or how to stop me feeling like this, I can’t talk to my partner as he says I’m just beeing silly,

Your partner needs to stop being such a dick and pull his weight round the house, he can do the shopping on his way home for example.

Have you considered seeing your GP for some support?

Honestly op please see your gp I was like this after the birth of my ds and I left it and left it until my ds was 13 and I couldn’t even answer my phone or the door, I finally went to my gp last year and got medication & counselling and I now feel amazing but really regret all those years of feeling so awful.

You need a mental break from it all as it's all being left to you. Your partner is being a cock. Moaning at you ffs.

The thought of going to the gp gives me that feeling in my belly, think they aren’t going to help me or think I’m being silly, I just can’t push myself to go

I don't think they'll think you're silly at all. You've got a lot on. You need someone to talk to at the very least.