Basically, I was with my long term partner 4 years, we have a 2 year old together and in January I found out he’d been cheating on me all over Christmas so things ended, i’ve been devastated and only just started getting back on track, I’ve since moved out with our little boy. My problem is and please don’t pass judgment because I already feel like I’ve been a complete idiot but you do stupid things when you’re heartbroken. I met someone on a night out a few weeks ago and slept with him, I’m now 4 weeks pregnant😖 the “donor” would like nothing to do with me or a potential baby which is fine, I’m a single mum as it is my biggest fear is that I still (maybe I’m stupid) get on with my ex for the sake of our little boy, we still very much co parent and have kept it amicable. This will ruin that in my opinion, I have so much going on in my mind, my son is going to grow up with a dad yet this one wouldn’t, I won’t have as much time with him no matter how much I try, I will fall out with his dad and his family and that will be detrimental to my sons relationship with them I feel, I’ll be on my own with a new born and 2 year old (3 once baby would be born), my family are going to have an opinion that I got pregnant from a stupid fumble, I do however have a house of my own with enough room, money isn’t great but I’m not struggling massively, I’ve wanted another baby for months. I’m just so torn, I haven’t told anybody, I only found out yesterday. I really don’t know if it would be selfish for either outcome (continuing the pregnancy or ending it - I’ve always been against it for personal reasons but now I’m in the situation I’m in, there’s a lot to consider) I don’t really know what I’m after other than maybe someone who’s been in a similar position, someone who’s made the decision to have a termination and how it’s impacted them - honestly! Or someone to just see it from a fresh set of eyes, I don’t know but I’m lost and I’ve been through so much already this year. Thank you and sorry again for the length of the post x